English and Self-esteem Struggle
July 4, 2009 at 2:27 pm | In friends, learning, self-esteem | Leave a CommentHi,
Many times I wrote about my English and self-esteem struggles. Believe me, its really hard to overcomes the problems . Some people will think that I make a joke for my self, even one of my English teacher said I’m hard on my self.
Those who are struggle like me will understand what I’m saying or writing. But not everybody really wants to expose their weakness , but I will and really need a support and help from you all my dear friends!
What do you feel if you are in this situations below:
1. Everybody around you actively talking about global warming issues (for example) and you can understand every words, every sentences they used but at the same time you really dont know how to interupt or give your opinions because it stucks in you mouth or troats, because you dont have confident in your ability to speak English.
2. When you talking about your opinions on the topic or issue suddenly everybody stop talking and stared at you, suddenly you heart beating rate faster than ever. Your head started thinking Am I said something wrong? Do they understand my English? English did I use is it not accepted?
So, dear friends, according to my experince above that what I felt everytime I tried to speak English, am I right that I’m struggle with my English and my self-esteem?
Please correct my English and do not hesitate to give your opinion about how to gain self-esteem through your experience. Thank you very much in advance.
Thousand Thanks
June 27, 2009 at 12:06 am | In faith, friends, learning, self help | 2 CommentsHi,
I started my wordpress blog on 17 January 2007. Main objective of this blog to improved my English Language. I took the opportunities of using internate to learn English.
Of course, I attended numbers of English courses but it ’s static without improvement. Even one of my teachers told me that I underestimate my self.
Absolutely yes! I can felt the true Ms Gretta told about my attitude without doubt. Unfotunately I can’t overcome my problems alone. Once you have experienced low self esteem from the early age, it’s hard to gained back .
I still remembered during my adolence time, my cousins hate me because I’m not fair enough. I’m always feel not enough: not good enough in all subjects, not pretty enough compared to girls in the college, not smart enough among office friends and etc. Since then I read a lot about self-help. Even I subscride every single self-help blogs/web. Still struggle to implements and practice on daily life. Sometimes I felt thas life was really unfair to one another. But at the same time I know everything happen have a reasons and GOD have planned for everyone.
Until yesterday on 25th June 2009 at 9.15 pm blog stats showed 1000 people stoped by at my blogs. I don’t mind it’s by random pick button, stumble coincidently, pass by or what so ever, most important have people outside there read what I had wrote, know about my passioned to learn English. Thank you very much for those who was commented and corrected my English.
I will keep dicipline on writing, have proper schedule and not give up.
Dear Friends, Old and young please do not hesitate to comment mand correct my English.
Organize
June 25, 2009 at 1:32 am | In Uncategorized | Leave a CommentHi,
Did I less organize that make my life up side down?
Procrastination
June 24, 2009 at 12:42 pm | In learning, self help | Leave a CommentHi,
I’m promise to my self that every single word I wrote must genuinely come from my self. Unfortunately I can’t remember most of the words I read. So, dear friends please give me a tips how to restore new vocabularies in our mind.
Am I procrastinator? I got 7 out of 9 warning signs that I’m procratinator. OMG!!
Please do not hesitate to correct my English and give an idea to help me.
Questions
June 18, 2009 at 1:42 pm | In learning, self help | Leave a CommentHi,
Many questions floating in my mind.
1. How those people can major in many languages?
2. How do they learn?
3. How to remember or memeorise vocabulary?
many and many more questions
Never, ever, forever
June 17, 2009 at 7:14 pm | In learning, self help | Leave a CommentHi,
I’m trying to write back words that I read in novels or newspaper. How to memorise all those words, it’s hard. I forgot almost every words that I read. How it’s happen?? Somebody outside , please give me some advice . A very sincere advice .As Gretta said “Make it simple” but how????
Dear Friends, Please do not hesitate to give an and correct my English.
Aaaaaa
June 15, 2009 at 1:48 pm | In learning, self help | Leave a CommentI want to shout. Enourmous voice, that everybody can hear. World can hear me! Every inches and every corner I want to be heard. Yes! people will think I’m insane or crazy old woman, let it be! This only way I can realease my feeling, my stress my depress. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Again
June 10, 2009 at 6:35 pm | In learning | Leave a CommentHi,
How hard to find my self. Again .
A Very Long Lost Friends
June 2, 2009 at 2:55 am | In friends, learning, self help | Leave a CommentHi,
I’m not kept my promise thou! Really don’t know how to started again. More I think about it more stupid I am. My confidence in me drifted away and it seen too far away. Why me?
Last two days, my searching of very long lost friends was over. I found both of them. I named them as Best Friend 1(BF1) and Best Friend 2 (BF2). BF1 was married with nine kids! Nine kids!! Ican’t imagine how she manage her life with nine kids!!BF2 marrried with a son and was sucsess as a novelist. Two of her novels was sold about 20 thousands copies.
Dear Friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English.
Forgiveness
May 18, 2009 at 6:40 pm | In learning, self help | Leave a CommentHi,
I read a lots of self help topics lately, since I need most.
Almost every topics, articles, books wrote about Forgiveness. It’s about self healing. When you forgive someone,somebody or ourself that does not mean you accept what had happen to you is right or wrong. It’s actualy to help you to go through the roughness of your life.
It’s hard to do, but it’s not possible. Started with baby step. Day by day . Believe or not your feelling will become better and happy. I’m still struggle and keep trying to forgive.
Dear friend, please do not hesitate to correct my English.
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