When everything becomes routine it nothing interesting to said, to think and look forward. So to change this attitude or sitution?

Dear Friend, please correct my English.

Even I tried to keep posted as schedule but as usual it never goes as planed. Unforgettable stories it has long way to go but hard to write due to vocubalary.

Dear friends, keep motivated me to continue this journey. I still struggle with my English.

A story of my friend, named as Ejay. It has been long time ago but it’s  touching .

Back somewhere in 1991, Ejay attend a short course in Ireland.  What a joyed for Ejay since this is the first time he was abroad and fulled covered expanses by the company.

As a young bachelor, good looking, gorgeous, smart ,sociable, friendly and knowledgeable  nobodies can take off their eyes of him. Stand 5 feets 8 inches, broad shoulder, short little curly black hair, sharp eyes and sharp nose with black eyebrow make his appearence perfect as young bloke. Even his tan skin coloured, not too fair make everybody wonder his descendant.  Everytime his opens his mouth make everybody laugh and can’t take off from his handsome face and sweet smiles.

 Almost every girls and women at WTC company knew him as eligble bachelor but nobody know who is the lucky girl that will be his special sweet heart.

As for Ejay, everybodies at WTC was his friends, old, young, men, women and girls. What so special about Ejay , he can talked about any topics such as sports, entertaiments, politics, educations or even family matters. No wonder why he was everybody sweetheart.

Onething special about Ejay he undergrade his status when he was among subordinates even  he  was one of the employer at WTC company.

The course attended by Ejay was an  international and participants from all continent including Asia.

There was a story began…. to be continued…

Friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English.

How hard to keep promised even to our self. Summer time make me  forgot  about certain things. Actually not about holiday but  laziness. I want to maximize my summer time. Even sometimes weather are uncertain, sunny and rainy. Yes, summer is too short to waste. Sit before computer and thinking what to write make me disgust. As I did promise I try.

Dear friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English. Enjoy  summer and holiday.

As for my self ,when comes about self-esteem and  self confidence topics, it always up and down. At one day when I woke up I feel so happy and courage but  on another day it twisted. I wonder why I can’t control my mind. I feel bad about everything even it’s a very small matter or nothing for the others.  Why? Yes, it’ s symphtom of depress but how to get rid without drugs?

Learning English as a second language is not easy. May be not everybody agreed with me but it happened to me. Sometimes I want to give up but deep in my hearth said no.

Everytime I tried to write something , I started to think in my mother tongue and translate to English. How to overcome this problem? Could someone outhere answer my question?

Dear friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English. Many thanks.

Hi,

Remembered, I’am away for a few days. Yes, I had been in English Country.  When my first step touch down the English country I can see everything written in English. Yes! this is a great oppurtunity for me to speak English. The very first people I greet was a man at the imigration counter.

 How wonderful experience! He’s completely  understand what I’m saying. What I thought, he haven’t  notice I’m not native English speaker. The taxi driver easily knew the place I suppose to go even I didn’t show him a written address. Voila..am I dreaming! no I’am not!

Suddenly, I thought of Gretta, hows right she is. I’m underestimate my self.

Started from today I will change how I look at my self. I’ll keep in my mind that I will be somebody I want as long as I try.

Dear friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English. Much appreciated in advance.

Many times I wrote about my English and self-esteem struggles.  Believe me, its really hard to overcomes the problems .  Some people will think that  I make a joke for my self, even one of my English teacher said I’m hard on my self. 

Those who are struggle like me will understand what I’m saying or writing. But not everybody really wants to expose their weakness , but I will and  really need a support and help from you all my dear friends!

What do you feel if you are in this situations below:

1. Everybody around you actively talking about global warming issues (for example) and you can understand every words, every sentences they used but at the same time you really dont know how to interupt or give your opinions because it stucks in you mouth or troats, because you dont have confident in your ability to speak English.

2. When you talking about your  opinions on the topic or issue suddenly everybody stop talking and stared at you, suddenly you heart beating rate faster than ever. Your head started thinking  Am I said something wrong? Do they understand my English? English did I use is it not accepted?

So, dear friends, according to my experince above that what I felt everytime I tried to speak English, am I right that I’m struggle with my English and my self-esteem?

Please correct my English and do not hesitate to give your opinion about how to gain self-esteem through your experience.  Thank you very much in advance.

I started my wordpress blog on 17 January 2007.  Main objective of this blog to improved my English Language. I took the opportunities of  using internate to learn English.

Of course, I attended numbers of English courses but it ‘s static without improvement. Even one of my teachers told me that I underestimate my self.

Absolutely yes! I can felt the true Ms Gretta told about my attitude without doubt. Unfotunately I can’t overcome my problems alone.  Once you have experienced low self esteem from the early age, it’s hard to gained back .

I still remembered during my adolence time, my cousins hate me because I’m not fair enough. I’m always feel not enough: not good enough in all subjects, not pretty enough compared to girls in the college, not smart enough among office friends and etc. Since then I read a lot about self-help. Even I subscride every single self-help blogs/web. Still struggle to implements and practice on daily life. Sometimes I felt thas life was really unfair to one another. But at the same time I know everything happen have a reasons and GOD have planned for everyone. 

Until yesterday on 25th June 2009 at 9.15 pm blog stats showed 1000 people stoped by at my blogs. I don’t mind it’s by random pick button, stumble coincidently, pass by or what so ever, most important have people outside there read what I had wrote, know about my passioned to learn English. Thank you very much for those who was commented and corrected my English.

I will keep dicipline on writing, have proper schedule and not give up.

Dear Friends, Old and young please do not hesitate to comment mand correct my English.

I’m not kept my promise thou! Really don’t know how to started again. More I think about it more stupid I am. My confidence in me drifted away and it seen too far away. Why me?

Last two days, my searching of very long lost friends was over. I found both of them. I named them as Best Friend 1(BF1) and Best Friend 2 (BF2). BF1 was married with nine kids! Nine kids!! Ican’t imagine how she manage her life with nine kids!!BF2 marrried with a son and was sucsess as a novelist. Two of her novels was sold about 20 thousands copies.

Dear Friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English.