Again and again. What? Seconds, become minutes, minutes become hour, hours becomes day, days become week, weeks become month, months become year, years become decade, decades become what?  There’s nothing really change except getting older and far than wiser. It is soooo…desperate..

Every second become minute, every minutes become hour, every hours become day, every days become month, every months become year, every years become decade, every decade become century, every centuries become history.

Dear cyber readers and friends please correct my English.  If anyone can give me a suggestion how to write well in English.

Every opinions and suggestions thank you very much in advance.

Today, last day of November. Tomorrow will be December. Yes, I still count the days. The day before yesterday and teh day  after tomorrow. I feel lost  in nowhere. More I think deeper I depress.

Only 39 days left for 2009 to become an end. How fast time flies.  I still the same as me eleventh  months ago. Promising that are not fullfill even a half, what a sad story. Many things doesn’t happend as plan but life must go on. Keep moving even not on the right path.

Heavy snowfall yesterday evening untill midnight. This morning temperature rise up to 2 degree celcius. It make snow mud, dirty and wet.

Even I tried to keep posted as schedule but as usual it never goes as planed. Unforgettable stories it has long way to go but hard to write due to vocubalary.

Dear friends, keep motivated me to continue this journey. I still struggle with my English.

How hard to keep promised even to our self. Summer time make me  forgot  about certain things. Actually not about holiday but  laziness. I want to maximize my summer time. Even sometimes weather are uncertain, sunny and rainy. Yes, summer is too short to waste. Sit before computer and thinking what to write make me disgust. As I did promise I try.

Dear friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English. Enjoy  summer and holiday.

As for my self ,when comes about self-esteem and  self confidence topics, it always up and down. At one day when I woke up I feel so happy and courage but  on another day it twisted. I wonder why I can’t control my mind. I feel bad about everything even it’s a very small matter or nothing for the others.  Why? Yes, it’ s symphtom of depress but how to get rid without drugs?

Learning English as a second language is not easy. May be not everybody agreed with me but it happened to me. Sometimes I want to give up but deep in my hearth said no.

Everytime I tried to write something , I started to think in my mother tongue and translate to English. How to overcome this problem? Could someone outhere answer my question?

Dear friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English. Many thanks.

Hi,

Remembered, I’am away for a few days. Yes, I had been in English Country.  When my first step touch down the English country I can see everything written in English. Yes! this is a great oppurtunity for me to speak English. The very first people I greet was a man at the imigration counter.

 How wonderful experience! He’s completely  understand what I’m saying. What I thought, he haven’t  notice I’m not native English speaker. The taxi driver easily knew the place I suppose to go even I didn’t show him a written address. Voila..am I dreaming! no I’am not!

Suddenly, I thought of Gretta, hows right she is. I’m underestimate my self.

Started from today I will change how I look at my self. I’ll keep in my mind that I will be somebody I want as long as I try.

Dear friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English. Much appreciated in advance.

Promise is the word everybody always said even with  or without notice.  As I did, promise to be honest  in all of my actions including writing English.

Many questions remained  to native English speaker that why I make hard to my self to learning English. My answer are:

1. English is an international langguage which is  everybody from any part of the world use it as comunication.

2. Most spoken langguage in the world.

3. Widely spoken in many countries, especially commenwelth .

4. Gain self confidence and easier to make friends.

5. Better knowledge because most of the latest news come from native speaking English countries.

6. Acceptable everywhere and make it friends easier.

7. Others.

Dear friends, do not hesitate to correct my English. Thank you.

Word for today: Curfew – Have to stay in house because of unsafe situation.