Hi,

Uncertainty make my hearth burned and tired. This journey take too long to the end. No ending for the knowledge, more you gain more you strive.  Bloat!

Do advice me, please!

Break down. Really break down. I give up with everything. My life, my marriage but…

 Life so unfair..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa………………………………

Hi,

As for my self ,when comes about self-esteem and  self confidence topics, it always up and down. At one day when I woke up I feel so happy and courage but  on another day it twisted. I wonder why I can’t control my mind. I feel bad about everything even it’s a very small matter or nothing for the others.  Why? Yes, it’ s symphtom of depress but how to get rid without drugs?

Learning English as a second language is not easy. May be not everybody agreed with me but it happened to me. Sometimes I want to give up but deep in my hearth said no.

Everytime I tried to write something , I started to think in my mother tongue and translate to English. How to overcome this problem? Could someone outhere answer my question?

Dear friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English. Many thanks.

Hi,

Remembered, I’am away for a few days. Yes, I had been in English Country.  When my first step touch down the English country I can see everything written in English. Yes! this is a great oppurtunity for me to speak English. The very first people I greet was a man at the imigration counter.

 How wonderful experience! He’s completely  understand what I’m saying. What I thought, he haven’t  notice I’m not native English speaker. The taxi driver easily knew the place I suppose to go even I didn’t show him a written address. Voila..am I dreaming! no I’am not!

Suddenly, I thought of Gretta, hows right she is. I’m underestimate my self.

Started from today I will change how I look at my self. I’ll keep in my mind that I will be somebody I want as long as I try.

Dear friends, please do not hesitate to correct my English. Much appreciated in advance.

Hi,

Many times I wrote about my English and self-esteem struggles.  Believe me, its really hard to overcomes the problems .  Some people will think that  I make a joke for my self, even one of my English teacher said I’m hard on my self. 

Those who are struggle like me will understand what I’m saying or writing. But not everybody really wants to expose their weakness , but I will and  really need a support and help from you all my dear friends!

What do you feel if you are in this situations below:

1. Everybody around you actively talking about global warming issues (for example) and you can understand every words, every sentences they used but at the same time you really dont know how to interupt or give your opinions because it stucks in you mouth or troats, because you dont have confident in your ability to speak English.

2. When you talking about your  opinions on the topic or issue suddenly everybody stop talking and stared at you, suddenly you heart beating rate faster than ever. Your head started thinking  Am I said something wrong? Do they understand my English? English did I use is it not accepted?

So, dear friends, according to my experince above that what I felt everytime I tried to speak English, am I right that I’m struggle with my English and my self-esteem?

Please correct my English and do not hesitate to give your opinion about how to gain self-esteem through your experience.  Thank you very much in advance.